new idea

Today I came up with an idea.

That is, I want to create two blogs!

One blog is my thinking and response of English learning progress(my major in college) and my life.

Another blog is use to record of my imagination, includes my painting and so on.

I hope I could write faithfully.

Friends...

sometimes, your friends are not like what you think.

They're not bad,

but if you completely depend on them,
your heart will know what feeling is "cold".

It seems that the content above is gloomy.
You can say that honest word always look like this.

There is not denying that people need friends.
Yet people need to choose what friends you want to get along with them.
Besides, you can not rely on them to help you every time.

You must to train yourself become independent to handle trouble.
And ask someone you really trust for help.

I THINK waht I treat my friends,
they will also response.
It's not true.

But it will not influence my mind.
I will try my best to become a better person,
and help my friends.

I felt anxious

Recently, when I stayed at home alone, I was anxious.

I felt like lost the way of life and didn't know how to fix it.

I knew I need to sit in front of the dest, to read or to do some assignments,
but I lacked motivation to finish them.

Then, I started to think about many things.

Maybe those things made me anxious.

Those things were about my future, what I need to do, what I want to do,
and so on.

I even think why I was not happy to stay at home.
Before long, when I was a junior, I really want to have time to stay at home
and do things I like.

Now, I could do it but I didn't do it.

When I stayed home alone, I EVEN didn't want to follow my schedule.

Usually, I watched pps for all afternoon. In addition, I didn't want to go out to buy dinner.

To solve those problems above, I want to get early next time.

If I concentrated on my job from morning till night, maybe I would not fell
alone.