I felt anxious

Recently, when I stayed at home alone, I was anxious.

I felt like lost the way of life and didn't know how to fix it.

I knew I need to sit in front of the dest, to read or to do some assignments,
but I lacked motivation to finish them.

Then, I started to think about many things.

Maybe those things made me anxious.

Those things were about my future, what I need to do, what I want to do,
and so on.

I even think why I was not happy to stay at home.
Before long, when I was a junior, I really want to have time to stay at home
and do things I like.

Now, I could do it but I didn't do it.

When I stayed home alone, I EVEN didn't want to follow my schedule.

Usually, I watched pps for all afternoon. In addition, I didn't want to go out to buy dinner.

To solve those problems above, I want to get early next time.

If I concentrated on my job from morning till night, maybe I would not fell
alone.